Tuesday, January 3, 2012
Out With the Old, and In With the...
I don't even know how to feel about it. I want to be shocked, but considering the eating and drinking I did of my own volition, shocked is the last thing I should be. I should probably be happy I didn't gain 12 pounds!
I want to feel disappointed, and I do, but I really try to avoid this emotion as it just makes me want to eat more.
I want to feel nonchalant about the whole deal; just write it off. But it is 8 f*^%ing pounds!!! All the pants that I got for Christmas are difficult to button! It is no time to be nonchalant!
I want to be forgiving, and blame the whole thing on the respiratory infection that I got a week before Christmas. Sure I needed to take a couple of days off to recover, but I ran one time over the entire 10 days! Laziness is difficult to forgive!
I guess for now I am settling on determined. I am determined to lose this weight and more in the coming year!